selfish prince

November 12, 2009 jaeli

The words come out
So awkward and stiff
My heart is like a whirlpool
I’m drowning this way

I keep looking backk
And seeing the black
I wish my light was near
Without it I am blind

There’s a burning and a cold
So numb and so frozen
When I walk, I’m afraid to stop
I might miss a step

If the speed is constant
If times never stops
I might walk long enough
To feel the furthest away from you

Its the poison strings that binded me
Whenever I look back I see a blank face
My heart has fallen apart
And you’re not picking up the pieces

Tell me, why should we fall in love with angels
If we can’t tell them apart from demons
The dark dark black that lures in your heart
I want to fight it and tear it apart

I loved you once, I loved you twice
I loved you so much, I loved you thrice
The purple velvet that wrapped my heart in sadness
I want to fight it and turn it to bliss

On a sad, sad November day
I kissed the grey sky, reading a story about love
Sitting by the gleaming moonlight
I whispered to the moon about my loneliness
Even the moon doesn’t reply